Tuesday, March 18, 2008

My Health.

I wasn't feeling well last Friday night.  I thought my recovery is on the way but I was wrong.  That Friday night, I felt uncomfortable.  I lost my appetite again.  But no pains.  My stomach stirred up by taking too much pills.  I figured out.  I can't stand them anymore.  So I've decided stopping take pills from health food store last Saturday morning.  I am tired of taking them everyday.  I am sick of them.  I kept running to the bathroom 3 times in the middle of night.  I was exhausted.  I was supposed going to the beach that Saturday and would have a lunch there cuz the weather turned out warmer as I was finding out about a day before but I cancelled it.  I felt trapping inside my apt.  I haven't been going out much due to an illness.  I feel my illness is taken me away from my social life and traveling the world.  My God!  I don't want to give them up forever.  Also, my hubby made me sick if he's still not communicating with me much.  If he's still not, he's going to be in a big trouble.

I had a disagreement with my mother about my health.  She doesn't understand.  I told her I want to see a doctor right away but she said doctor couldn't find anything inside.  When Mom came over to see me for a visit that late Sat afternoon, she informed me her mother had problems with acid reflex and the salad made her sick.  I have no idea.  Is this some kind of gene pool?  I don't know.  But my grandmother passed away in Spring of 1995, 2 weeks after Easter.  God Bless her.  So I've decided I am stopped eating salad for awhile.  I love it very much.

3 comments:

  1. I hope you start feeling better soon Kitty! Sounds like you are so frustrated. Make yourself get out and doing something fun, maybe that will help. I hope so. Anyway, hang in there.

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  2. I hope you will feel better soon and you can get back to having fun.

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  3. If it's acid reflux there are different things that can cause it and different treatments for it and they can check if you have it. I was supposed to have it in the early 90's and was given Prilosec for it and just discontinued it on my own and don't even use a small bottle of Pepto Bismol before it expires so I think a lot of it is mind over matter and I eat until I go to bed. Good luck hon. God Bless Barry

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